I’m confused by you. I sit here, on the other side of the world, seeing snippets of a pretty, fun, passionate young woman. I read echoes of someone longing for companionship. I see someone who is, in short, very attractive (across all spheres, not just physically) and also longing.
And yet, you have (I think) managed to stay single the whole time I have followed your blog. What, pray tell, is the hitch here? Is it that the boys you like suddenly show that they are boys you do not really like when they start to pursue you? Is it that the daunting task of building a relationship overwhelms you? Is it something else that I couldn’t think of to fit into this triumvirate?
Yep, I am really good at failing at relationships. Mostly, though, it’s a combination of two things: 1) I have unreasonably high and silly standards - which are unjustified and unfair. 2) When males who I previously was interested in start to show any bit of attraction to me it - for some unknown reason to me - completely freaks me out and scares me off.
Also, I have this terrible knack of falling for boys who are, for some reason or another, totally unattainable, so that doesn’t help either. PLUS I tend to come off as pretty sarcastic in real life and that scares some people off too.
So, you know. There are lots of reasons.
